Friday, March 13, 2009

in the closet....

today was a day....that left me lying in my closet staring at the ceiling....
cleaning my house like crazy....
not wanting dinner...
and
standing in the shower for a very long time...just staring out the glass wall...while hot water steamed up the room.....cause' I didn't want to get out....
I have a fun video for the BOLLYWOOD LOOK that I will post tomorrow...for sure...
just don't have anything left to do it tonight.....so check back...it'll be here..welcoming  you with glittery arms......
kandee-lighted

14 comments:

Lulu said...

awww sounds like it was a long, tough day...Hang in there :)... Don't know if you believe in God or not but know that you can turn to Him ;) ..Believe me it helps..I have days where there is nothing else I can do but leave it in Gods hands :)

Anonymous said...

I have no idea what time it is there, but any way...
Try to chill, relax and give yourself a break, girl.
Have some rest!

Oh, I'm londonberlin. I've sent you an e-mail. But take your time, don't worry.

See ya precious :)

Jacob from Sweden said...

Hi Kandee, I love your personality and your energy :) It's sparkling around you! and it makes me and hopefully all other viewers really happy too.

Could you do a makeup video for men too? I'm not gay, but I still love fashion and other things around design. You would make my day if you just posted a video on how to put on some discreet makeup for men.

I don't want everybody to know that i'm wearing makeup, because sadly the world isn't ready for that YET.

However your a real gem. Hopefully I will meet someone like you to be my wife :) // Jake from Sweden

Anonymous said...

Kandee Girl, hang in there! Your a Super Star!!!! :) lizz

Aberdeen said...

Oh my god, i love that jacob from sweden guy. Haha!

you should paint stars on the ceiling of your closet so you can pretend it's the sky :)

Anonymous said...

I have days like that too. Hang in there! On days like that try to just laugh at whatever you can find funny. If you cant find anything just sit in the corner and try really hard. Eventually you'll think your crazy sittin desperately in the cornertaking advice from some anonymous blogger and hopefully then youll break out lauging. Tell me if it works! BTW I love your videos!

Lori said...

I was wondering if you could do a tutorial on Nicole Scherzinger?

Barbara said...

I find myself feeling like that every now and then, sometimes lasting more than others...It's okay, you'll pull through! I always try to do things that make me laugh when it gets really hard or when you feel you have nothing left to give..kinda re-energizes me :) (think Dane Cook, but that's just me :p)

Sending you much strength and happiness to you lovely!

*barbie*

Sweet Fruition said...

I've been that way for two or more weeks now and let me tell you, once I started to watch your videos I am inspired to get back to loving me, thinking about myself, just over all wanting to look and feel nice. I actually came on your blog to read up on your the contest so I can do that tonight, I don't even have a camera but on my phone so I am gonna find a way to post it. I have looked like crap far too long and it's time to get out from under my mountainous rock and start looking good for myself again...

You are doing a great job! Keep being yourself, and you will be fine. It's funny how things have a way of working it out by themselves.

fearlessly live,

muzikmom

Anonymous said...

Just remember how much everyone loves you :)

Karen

BB said...

umm hello i'm not that sure you are going to read this because i don't really know how this works but i'm just givvin it a go. I'm a thirteen yr old girl from the UK and i have the most dry skin ever!! i have ezema and i alaways get quite a lot of break outs, i have tryed pretty much every cream, lotion, ointment blah blah blah! i have been to a herbilst for treatments but it has helped but never cured it. at the moment i am seeing a homeotheripst and getting remedies off him. i dont know if they are working yet because they take a few months because since i have had this all my life it wil take a long time to get over it. i am ok with make-up in the sense that i don't really break out to it and am not allergic to it unlike most other things. i am in a sort of depression mode at the moment because nothing seems to be going right for me and just everything goin wrong. it seems like the only thing i can look forward to is getting my tortoise in a few months!! i bet your wondering why i am boring you with all of my problems, well it is because i have watched virtally all of your video's and i think your great! your so inspiring and you look fabulous! if ther was one video that i would ask you to make it would be your full routiene of your morning if you are going out for the day and say, you start off with your skincare routiene and do your hair and make-up and other stuff. i wud luv tht.thx. i wonder if you have any tips for my skin or how to make it less dry. because each five minutes i get flaky skin and i never look good at school. i think if my school didnt have a uniform that wud help but i dont think i can change that. my hair always goes flat at school and my skin constantly dry!!! my hair is ok but very annoying at times. i have a cow lic, i like it but still annoying. anyway thank you if you can help me, your soo inspiring and p.s. now from watching all of your fab videos, i want to become a make-up artist too. but also a dermatolagist and physiotheripst and fashion designer. i know quite a lot but you have totally inspired me to become a make-up artist and fashion designer, my friends have already told me i should because they think im great at doing their make-up. i think i am becuase ever since i was about four, i used to watch my mum put on her make-up when she was going out. and i used to try and put some on me even though it never looked quite soo good. hehe. xx BB

Ames said...

Hey, so Kandee. I just happened on your Youtube videos yesterday and i think I watched all of them! Ha ha ha thank you so so so much! Can I just say how inspiring you are. Seriously. I've always loved makeup and have wanted to go into it, but wasn't 100% sure. But the video about you becoming a makeup artist, made up my mind. It was my favorite. You just kept saying, "If you want to do it, then do it. If it makes you happy!" Really you are so inspiring. As far as schooling goes, where would be a good place to go? I know most of the good schools are in California. I've heard about Joe Blasco's, Cinema, and MUD. In the industry is one more preferable to the other? Also, I love MAC eye shadows. What are some good staple shadows that everyone should have to get started? Another is, where do I get my brushes to start out with? MAC? Also, a look that I love is Penelope Cruz, kind of simple but stands out! I would love to see something like that. I would also love to see videos about jewelry making. K this is forever long! But I wanted to say thank you again. You are astronomical! Really. Keep smiling because it makes our days!

Amy Jane :)

Anonymous said...

You are loved and adored. Just reminding you. You give gifts out each time you make a video or blog. Thank you for your gifts!

I understand those weird heavy feelings. Picture white sparkle filled light surrounding you.

Take care gorgeous!

Amber Renee said...

Hi Kandee! I just want to tell you that I think you are awesome :) You inspire me and I really love watching your videos and can't wait to see more. I am a cosmetologist as well and make-up has always been my favorite part of my job. I would like to further my career as far as getting more focused on just doing make-up. I love doing hair too, but make-up is my real passion. Thank you for all the inspiring ideas and looks you have shared!!! :)

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