Friday, August 10, 2012
My first video back in a long time...
Now I know many of you that come and read my blog or peek in everyone once in a while here...may have known that I my dad was taken to Heaven...
My heart has been broken...no it hasn't been broken, a piece is missing...
and I just haven't been able to try to be my normal, cheerful self, in a video. I've tried a few times and nothing was working out.
Many people keep asking me on twitter, facebook, youtube ...but it just hurts my heart to have to keep typing replies as to why I haven't been posting videos on youtube.
This has been the longest I have ever gone without uploading a video on Youtube since I started.
And I have been honored to hear your comments that I am missed on Youtube- it always makes your heart feel loved to know you are missed somewhere.
So here is my first video back...it's not like any of my other videos.
It's under 4 minutes (which I never do! ha ha ha)
It was very hard to make, to edit, to watch, to type...I've been working on it for a few weeks. I 've tried to upload it several times and couldn't.
Tears have poured down my face to make this. I hope that maybe some of the words may comfort someone's heart who's lost a love one...at least a little.
I hope you can feel the love I am sending you. To everyone who's lost a loved one...my heart breaks for you. Please feel the hug I wish I could give you in person. Feel love that I want to send from my hurting heart to yours.
And here is my first little, video back....
I love you all so much and I can't thank you enough for your love, support through this hard time, and your kind words of encouragement. I will be back on Youtube...my dad wouldn't want me to stop. I'm gonna show him what I've got!
This song in the video is "Where I belong" by Building 429- it has special meaning to me, because I heard it on the way home from driving a car full of my dad's things home on father's day. I had never heard this song before...and when I did I felt so much comfort that this is NOT where we belong...and tears ran down my face. I love this song
Huge love, your kandee
PS. Don't let the hurt of your past (no matter how awful it may be) , ruin your hope for the future.
If you wanna something a little more on the fun side, click here to see my PANTS to SHANTS project. :)
Posted by Kandee Johnson at 12:32 PM